Enclosed find a list of Scriptural references condemning homosexuality. Few people have ever spoken to God; He reveals Himself through prophets and saints and through His Son. Therefore, Scripture is our means of knowing His Will and His Law for us all. God (Father, Son, and Holy Spirit) condemns sodomy, etc. as “abomination.” The proof is there; everyone knows it except those who are involved in it. I pray every day God will open your eyes. Fr. “Z” has said you have a good mind and a “sense of dignity” and he says someday, when you have hit bottom, wallowing in the filth of your perversion like a beast, you may wake up. I hope so. It is so sad. You are so pathetic. Your sister “S” tells us you are not even supporting yourself with work. You are truly wasting your life, prostituting yourself to someone who makes good money. He is lost. Lost because he has no one to tell him what he is doing is wrong. But I will continue to pray for you and hope that you will somehow save your soul.
My only gifts to you on your birthday are prayers. Prayers from Carmel and another monastery. Prayers from good priests and myself. I will never support your lifestyle in any other way. But I will always love you as the “apple of my eye,” the “sunshine” that has now gone down. I am so sad. Dad is so sad. We no longer “live.” We just keep busy until we die. I hope I go first, and I hope I go soon. Judging from the pathetic little note you sent (no “Love” at the end, designed to indicate, no doubt, your insincerity and lack of concern for us), we can only assume we shall not see you again. But perhaps the merciful God will convert you and in eternity we will meet again. If you ever decide to reform your life, you know we will welcome and help you.