December 25, 2000: First Christmas

Dear Dominic,

Once again, thank you for the anniversary card; your one or two communications per year are so comforting!

There really is no point in calling.  I, personally, do not wish to hear your voice–it would only remind me of how much we have all lost and how sad we are that our son has chosen to abandon his God, his morals, his family, all for the sake of his own weak, sodomistic self-gratification.  Abominable.

I and your father intend to stay the course.  You are wrong.  You are acting shameful and we will not tolerate what you do–because, eventually, what you do will become what you are.  Your actions are despicable and God has abandoned you, even if you don’t know it.  You must stop all the homosexual activity; you must leave your current living conditions; you must reject all the sin and get some guts to discipline yourself.  Others do it; so can you.

The father did not run after his prodigal son or condone his sin.  Neither will we.  Stop–sin no more–repent; reform your life and we will run out to greet the son we love so much.  Do it not–well, there is nothing more to say.

Should we die without seeing you again, know that we will love you forever and pray for you until it is of no further help.  May God have mercy on your soul.  Come home!



p.s. Final gifts: The Jubilee Icon of the Carmelite order (the theme: “Come, Lord Jesus, Come.”).  Oh, he is coming very soon and I wish it were today–even though my family are all in mortal sin.  Perhaps you all need to get slapped down good before you open your eyes and beg forgiveness.  Amen, so be it!

The book, of course, classic Fr. “Z.”  But then homosexuals aren’t all that interested in “LIFE” issues–except their own.

The toy–of a package from your one-year-old Christmas!  Oh, how wonderful life was then.  Had I known what you do to offend your God and rip our hearts out–well, too late.

I will love you forever.

September 4, 2000: THE MARK OF THE BEAST

Dear Dominic,

There is little time left for you to Repent and Reform your life.  Everything is in place: the One World Government, Economy, and Religion.  Everything just waiting for the Anti-Christ to pull it all together.  He is here.  He will soon!  You must never take the MARK* on your hand or forehead—you will absolutely ensure your eternal damnation (if you haven’t already).  You must leave your sordid, perverse life behind now.  When he comes to power it will be so quick there will be mass confusion.

I have done all I can do to warn you.

I pray for you every minute of the day and I will love you forever, but I can not “walk” with you as long as you deliberately place yourself away from God: 2 Thessalonians 3:6-10.**

Oh, my precious son.  May God forgive you.

Forever your mother,

[signed first name]

* 666, the Sign of the Beast.

** In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, we command you, brothers and sisters, to keep away from every believer who is idle and disruptive and does not live according to the teaching you received from us. For you yourselves know how you ought to follow our example. We were not idle when we were with you, nor did we eat anyone’s food without paying for it. On the contrary, we worked night and day, laboring and toiling so that we would not be a burden to any of you. We did this, not because we do not have the right to such help, but in order to offer ourselves as a model for you to imitate. 10 For even when we were with you, we gave you this rule: “The one who is unwilling to work shall not eat.”


Dear Dominic,

If I were certain that I would die in my sleep tonight, this is the last letter I would write to you.  I write, in charity, as your mother who loves you more than anyone human ever will.

I do not know how or why you have descended into such perversion.  I can not think of that now.  I only know with absolute certainty that your evil activity has blinded you to the fact that unless you repent and reform your life, you will go to hell forever.  You are deceived by Satan and his modernist priests who have told you that being homosexual is not an abomination.  You must pray to Our Lord to forgive you and help you get out of the terrible life you are in—the pornography, masturbation, self-love, homosexual sin, all filth.

You are our precious son.  I get our Blessed Mother to save you, to convict you of your hideous sins and to help you to beg forgiveness and mercy.  I have lost you in this life.  But, with your little brother Anthony, I hope to have you in the next.  I will never stop hoping and praying.  I will never stop loving you.  But God first.

Love forever, your mother,

[signed first name]

January 1, 2000: I AM TIRED

I AM TIRED | January 1, 2000 

Dear Dominic,

I am tired.

I’ve lived for 30 years with a man who rarely gave me any affection—no strength of character that I could depend on (and oh, did I need that).  So, I couldn’t rely on him to take care of you, either.  He wasn’t capable of giving of himself.  His parents were abusive and neglectful, just like mine.  He didn’t feel love, either, until me, but then he didn’t know how to return it (and never has).  And he damn well couldn’t relate to you.  Your father has suffered from PTSD for years—he really couldn’t relate to any of us!  Pity him, but help him and yourself at the same time.  Tell him.  Tell him that you felt neglected and unloved.  Reconcile with him.  He doesn’t know how!

As for me, I needed love and affection, too, and never got it.  I needed security and never got it.  At least you and your sister had a good home and every opportunity to learn and grow.  The best we could do.  As for me, I didn’t like having to be mother and father!  And add “grandparents” and “other relatives” to the list, too.  Nobody did their duty except me.

But now I am tired.

You’re not the only one who was neglected and never felt loved.  But not everyone is so cowardly that they run off and become perverts.  Repent.  Reform your life.  Help your father, too!  Before it’s too late.

Your mother,

[signed first name]